Teardrops On My Guitar (DahviexJayy)

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet he's so sexy, that boy he talks about
And he's got everything that I have to live without


I watched Jayy with his newest boyfriend. Usually his relationships only last a week or month at most but I was wrong. This is the third month of their relationship. Honestly, I've never seen him so happy. He actually believes he could be the one.
I want to be that one
I want to be the person he wakes up next to
I want to be the one he has rough kinky sex with
I want to be the person he loves mind, body, and soul
He has everything! Actually, by everything I mean Dahvie. He is my everything.


He talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny
And I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night


Jayy and I decided to go to the club. For once he didn't have that asshole with him!
"Dahvie, you can drink if you want. I'm not going to since I'm seeing my boo tomorrow." Jayy said smiling. I frowned.
"I'm good." I growled. He frowned.
"Dahvie, go get drunk and fuck a girl." He laughed. I chuckled. His laughter was just so contagious.
"Hey Dahvie, I need to ask you something." Jayy said serious. I calmed down and urged him to go on.
"I really like Mitch. I'm actually thinking about proposing." He said and blushed. I frowned and started crying.
"I'm going to go." I muttered and headed for the door.
"Dahvie?" Jayy asked sadly. I sighed and left. As soon as I was out, I ran down the street toward home. I was sobbing my broken heart out now.


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do


I sobbed as I strummed sad notes on my guitar. I can't tell you how much I wanted him to be mine. God Damn it, I even wished on a fucking star!
"You set me on fire, you make me feel. You break these chains made of steel. You take me high, up to the starry sky." I whimpered and strummed my guitar to the tune of deep within.
I put down the guitar and laid down falling into a shallow, troubled sleep.


He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be


I sadly trudged down the stairs. I had gotten little to no sleep. Jayy was busy making food in the kitchen. He saw me and frowned.
"Mitch will be here at four. I made you a sandwich." Jayy said. He walked by me munching his sandwich.
He even makes food look hot!


He better hold him tight, give him all his love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know he's lucky
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight


"Hey baby!" Jayy smiled as Mitch walked in.
"Hi!" Mitch said and rushed into Jayy's open arms. I felt my eyes tear up and I frowned. I want that to be me!
After hugging, Jayy lead Mitch to the sofa. I just watched with sad eyes.
"Mitch, I've been thinking about us." Jayy began. Mitch's eyes widened and he started to sob.
"Don't leave me Jayy!" He sobbed and held on to Jayy. I shook my head as Jayy rushed to calm him.
"Baby, its ok! Thats nothing near to what I want to ask you!" Jayy calmed Mitch down. Mitch's sobs quieted into small whimpers.
"Oh." Mitch whispered. Jayy smiled.
"As I was saying, I have been thinking about us. I realized that I want to grow old with you, and I want us to take the next step in our relationship." Jayy said. I could feel my tears cascade down my cheeks and Jayy got up and got down on one knee. Mitch squealed in happiness.
"Mitch, Will you marry me?" Jayy whispered. I held in my breath. Please say no!
"Yes." Mitch whispered. I had to hold in a sob as I saw Jayy's eyes light up in Glee and he jumped up and picked Mitch up. He swung him around as Mitch giggled. Thats it. I can't take this anymore. I quickly got up and ran to my room. I slammed the door and began sobbing.
"Why!" I shouted in fury. I picked up the picture of me and Jayy on my endtable and threw it across the room, shattering it into a million pieces.
"Fuck you!" I screamed and sobbed.
After I finished, I threw out the broken frame and cleaned up the glass. I got into my bed and sobbed until I fell asleep.


He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.


When I woke up in the morning, My eyes felt like they were glued together. It took about twenty minutes for me to open them. I got up and slowly trudged down the stairs. I frowned at the sight that greeted me.
Jayy was on the couch, his head in his hands, sobbing his eyes out. I sighed and sat next to him. He realized i was there. Before I could mumble one syllable, He jumped into my arms and cried on my chest. I ran my hands through his hair, trying to calm him down.
We layed like that for a while. I think it must've been an hour at least. His sobs finally began to slow down and they turned into harsh chokes. I sighed.
"Jayy, What happened?" I whispered. He choked and sighed.
"Mitch's phone beeped so I checked it. He has been cheating on my whe whole time!" Jayy whispered. he began sobbing again.
"It'll be ok jayy....." I whisper


I fake a smile so he won't see......